I Accept, I Respect, But I Still Don’t Like!

My long walks alone have been really good for reflecting…..or bad for over thinking, I guess it depends on the day’s thoughts. I can’t help but think a lot lately about my body being at goal weight and wondering….. Will I really look THAT different?How will my pants fit? Will my legs look normal? Will bra shopping be even MORE difficult? What Bra Cup Size and brand do you buy for skin? Will I EVER have ankles? As much as I talk about my dislike for my legs, it does feel good to finally start to see changes. But I think that I’ve determined…. I accept them, they belong to me.I respect them, so I will take good care of them.But I still don’t like them. I spent the morning reassembling my Grandma’s sewing machine. I’m super excited with the painting results! It fit in the entry, right where I […]

Wine Tasting, But Without the Tasting!!

Yip. That’s exactly what happened. Our plans for the day included a trip with two other couples to a wine tasting. We made theses plans quite a while back, and I had decided to still go along, and watch. Plus, when I got on the scale on Sunday morning, I was VERY happy with the results, and I really don’t want anything to get in the way of next Friday’s results! If THIS week backfires on me, I’m going to have a nervous breakdown! Mike’s tasting glass…….along with a few Parmesan Crisp! I had water and a nice cold can of Diet Coke, thanks to Paul, the bartender. I had over thought and over thought the afternoon before leaving the house. While Mike and I were getting ready, I said to him….. “Okay, I need to just get this off my chest, and I need for you to just listen, […]